LIFE

Hey sexy,

Glad you could make it back! It's about 1:38 am this Sunday morning and I felt like sharing. Who knows I think I might be in the mood to even write more than one post.  Have you ever heard of the saying life is what you make of it? And also "life isn't fair" you as a person fall into two categories you can either be a part of the "life is what you make of it, I like having fun let's get shit accomplished at the same time" or you can be a part of "life isn't fair, life's a bitch I'm sad because I was born this way or I never have good days anymore I like to mope around and want people to do all my work and make it easier on me"  I used to be such a pessimistic person. Not even like all the time but just knowing that I grew up having these bad habit (because they are)  really changed my life. It wasn't always something big but I used to have these ridiculous tantrums over the silliest things.

Take for instance when someone is driving and they have a really bad brake habit. (Alex) usually when Alex would brake my entire body would fling forward and I'd have a mini heart attack my butthole tightens up and I forget to breath. Every single time it never fails. But still every single time I would get really irritated like "what the fuck Alex like can you not just learn how to lighten up on a fucking foot pedal" I'd get pissed cause in my mind I'm like holy shit Alex do you not care about our well beings and this sexy ass face of mine I can't afford any scars. ;) no but seriously our lives are at risk lol I just feel a bit disrespected put some respek on my name.

So anyways I've come to the realization Alex just has a bad habit. It is what it is. That's just Alex. If I want Alex to change I have to first point it out to him there's a problem. " hey Alex I kinda don't like when you brake so forcefully especially at random cause my asshole tightens and I don't like the feeling, if you could try remembering to lighten up maybe even pay more attention to the road id be extremely grateful" Alex will either 1 under stand and really concentrate on fixing it. Be patient it may take some time but seriously remember to just realize bad habits at first are a bit hard to hange at first but the willingness to talk about it is usually all it takes. Or two think your opinion is stupid and if that's the case anyone willing to think anything that came from your beautiful mind is stupid why are you with him or her. That isn't right.

I learned to just deal with it I don't complain anymore I'm just chillen making sure we're still alive after each brake but maybe I should tell him it's not safe. Oh well Alex if your reading this please relax with your mini anxiety attacks on the road your vibes get passed through me.

Also I can't stress how important to you to not sweat the small stuff. There is nothing put into your life you cannot handle. It took me a very long time to believe these words myself. I promise you it's easy for someone to ask you not to do something but when you actually witness a person not sweat the small stuff in real life you realize yourself why it is that you really shouldn't. Which I will go on by saying. People will NOT do as they are told people do as they are taught.! I CAN TELL YOU ALL DAY MONEY IS NOTHING TO STRESS ABOUT. But until you see that I really mean money is great to save and horrible to waste and you have to be responsible with money but not really center your life around materialistic things if you have having to spend food money to buy the new Celine purse you wanted. That's just a little irresponsible which is ok. It's ok to be itrespsoible some people find that like cool, making mementoes , living life on the edge, taking chances. Idk whatever it is but yeah moral of the story was to not stress anything :)  and teach people don't just tell them it's polite. Try it out!